ke garisan, sedia, PHEEEEETTTT!!!!! 3km. she runs then, walks, then run again, then walks, and then sprint! 100metres to the finishing line! she can do it, and she did it!
ok, so its not that heroic. she was half dead by the time she reached the finish line. but that's a minor detail. the main point was, she escaped the major embarrassment of zany parade. the exhibition of the loser quality of her class. to be honest, no, she does not think that her class is made of losers, no, not really. but they never sem to come out with anything useful. thts how it id. uttrly frustrating. sometimes, she feels like shouting at them not listening to the chairman when she is addressing the class. just how do they expect the chairman to b effective if NO ONE listens to her?
anyway, back to the topic of discussion, she ran with farhana. yes, it was a torture. farhana was extremely fast. but well, she managed 55th so who the hell cares. her sports captain seem ok with that.
zoom in to after the race. she was feeling great. adrnaline from the run still pumping then gradually, it went out. it seeped out of her as the tiredness sets in. when thy all went to buy drinks. when she saw someone sporting inline hockey gear. basically, the pants, blades and the stick in hand. upon closer inspection, she found that it was joe. her hockey team 'coach'.. hmmm, well, what do you think of that? she just disappeared from training. of course, she felt guilty and she started thinking again whether her decesion to quit had been a wise one. well, joe frowned a littl and nodded a greeting.
after that though, of course she forgot all about that again. she has ben very random thse days. thanks to the influences of her friends. ah well, there she goes again, randomly off to do something else now...
>8:25 PM
prelims is coming!
its coming tomorrow! and this girl has barely started her revision! she's gonna die! whahahahaha!! nooo, ok, that is not right. one should be saying: she can do it! nothing is impossible! yes! thats the attitude!
first: english. next: french, then, emaths and social studies. of course, she hadnt finished revising social studies... she's only done 2 chapters. and even then, incompleted.
industrialisation and education. lots lots lots more to go!.. she's planning to do growth of nations and looking ahead and a lil here and there. but at this rate, she wont get anything done! she's still sleeping her ass of each day.. ok, fine... she sleeps late, studying BUT, that is not an excuse! darn, she hopes prelims is easy... but if hopes were worth anything, she'd be rich.
hmmm, what shall she write in tomorrow's essay? she is thinking that she will probably be writing a narrative story. rather than an argumentative one. she knows only too well that the argumemtative essay will turn out like a humanities essay.
do you agree that mao introduced the cultural revolution to gain supreme political power? explain your answer.
ugh. no. not that.
but if she wrote a narrative story, let's say, about a dinner at a restaurant that turned into an embarrassing situation.
firstly, embarrassing situations? oh man, her life is full of that. secondly, at a restaurant? hmmm... that makes it difficult.. what could possibly happen when one is dining at a restaurant? the waiter trips and pours hot soup all over her lovely dress? not likely. that will be embarrassing to the waiter... not to her.. what about, she ate too much and ripped her pants? no, no one puts on weight that fast. or perhaps, that she was allergic to onions and that the soup was full of onions, DESPITE her telling the maitre d' that she has a high intolerancy of onions! and she tastes the soup and ends up barfing on it instead!
the idea is okay, but perhaps, she should not say about onion intolerant but just plain sick. she felt sick, it was a formal function, eg, someone's wedding. she did not want to be rude and walk up to leave in the middle of the speech. she barfed on the table instead. how about that?
it is time for her to take a shower as she stinks now. her scalp itched and she was longing for hot jet of water down her back. she shall scrub all the grime off her face and lather it with that lovely herbal soap. that makes her think of wide green meadows, filled with rolling hills and clear blue skies, just like that scene from the sound of music.
good luck to everyone taking the prelims!
may god bless us all.
>6:25 PM
hatred. she hates that freaking person hu took her bag. stole it, actually. she's lost everything. and the worst part is that she cant remember what she has inside that bag until she needs it. like her entry proof. that freaking person who had stolen her bag obviously did not know that he gave her a first class ticket to the principal's office. the result of which left her shaken. really. now all she wants to do is sit at her table to study. i really wonder what her v. principal said to make her see sense.
http://thethirdholocaust.blogspot.com she wants all those people out there to see this website. but keep to your faith, hold strong to what u believe. this blog, she says, is a sure way to test patience (if you're a malay) and test your beliefs ( if you're not malay). it is written by a seriously deluded singaporean student. who, she believes, is attending a christian school ( think st. patrick's and the kind) interesting read.
she felt sad for that person, M7, after reading the blog. no one can be racist in singapore. she strongly believes that. and another point is that this person is too ignorant. the government should spend more time on civics and moral education. teaching the masses to understand, accept, and tolerate other people, other races for who they are. and it is her hope and belief that christian schools and pure chinese schools are scrapped and closed down. they are breeding racists. singapore seriously cant afford that. she seriously hopes that the government will look into that.
>9:39 PM